I haven't been sleeping.

I don't know why, but I haven't. My body says sleep, but my mind won't let me. I was sick recently. Perhaps thats why. If I don't get any sleep tommorow night I'll tell my parents, but I'm not going to tonight. I can tell. It's one of those stupid things were you just know. I can feel another sleepless night coming on.

I dunno. I'll see if I can't knock my self out some how. I'll have ahead-ache but it can't be worse than the one I have now.

Yeah, it finally changed.

The pink and frilly got to me finally. Name changed too.

Eh... Yep.

I'm moving.

Thats all there is to it.

Not in the immediate future mind you... But at the end of the school year, I'm gone. Period. I can't stand this ho-dunk little town and all it's fucking drama. Me and a couple of friends are definitely going to Cali, and moving quite permanently. To Palm Springs no less!

I won't be able to go until at LEAST after the school year is through, and even then it's not for sure. The lateast I'll wait is a week after my birthday, which will be July 6th of next year. So earliest, June 16th 2007, latest July 11th 2007. Thats a little under seven to eight months.

For those of you that I know here in Lebanon, specially Hannah, don't miss me. I'll still be coming back every once in a while to visit and such. Why wouldn't I? This is my home town! I grew up here! Don't worry about me. I have every faith in my scrounging abilities that I can survive big mean 'ol California.

In other news, life sucks.

The End.

Seeing as I haven't updated in a while, (a very long while) I figured this would be the best time to do so.

Last night I went to see Seether, Faktion, Mercy Fall and Evans Blue in concert. Fucking Amazing. No other way to put it. I got a drum stick and my my hat signed by Faktion, and a guitar pick from Evans Blue. Went with the fam at 7:30 and didn't get back until 2:30. It was THE best time I've had in a very long while.

On the topic of concerts, I went to see Kittie with a number of other bands about a month ago, which was also very amazing. I was so clsoe to Mercedes I could have spit on her. But I didn't, cause that just ain't cool. Anyways, I'm heading out to Minnesota for the summer and will propably hit up an MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence) concert in minnieapolis in July.

I seem to be going to more and more concerts as of late...

I like it.

Paste-up today.

DESTRRRRROY...

Bronson decided he needed to have some "alone time". (My editor-in-chief) So we had to work without him for an hour and a half. Not to mentio we're going to be lucky to meet our deadline tommorow... Fuck. Why do people HAVE to be lazy fucks? WHYYYYYY?!

On a lighter note, I feel like filling a burlap bag full of kittens and throwing them around for a while.

I have lost my mind.

I came to the realization of this when I woke up this morning. I'm sure where it came from, but I was sure that I was quite insane. Not the kind of insane like Charles Manson. No, it's like the "I'm nuts but you'd never guess it until I have you tied up in my cellar" kind of crazy.

I have lost my mind.

Strange, that I would come to this deduction all on my own. Usually the insane have to be diagnosed by some jerkoff in a leather chair.

One by one they steal my sanity... The little men in Black and White...

FUCKING PENGUINS!

Being away from my mixing tools is begining to bother me. I don't have anything decent enough here at my house to do what I need to... I are aggrivated...

Today I shot one of the deadliest, most feared weapons known to enemies of the US. An M82A1 (A.K.A. B.M.F.G. .50 [Big Mother Fucking Gun]). Oddly enough, the .50 caliber monster didn't kick more than a 12g Shotgun. In fact, it probably kicked less (Though this could be due to the fact that it WAS an a bipod mount and the thing weighs 22-23 lbs. unloaded)!

On a lighter note I may be going to a friends house for New Years Eve, which will be most enjoyable. I've been spending alot more time with him than ever before and It's kind of nice. But, I digess...

Dallas, B.M.F.G.!!!!, out.